O Lord and Master of my life! Take from me the spirit of sloth, faint-heartedness, lust of power, and idle talk. But give rather the spirit of chastity, humility, patience, and love to thy servant. Yea, O Lord and King! Grant me to see my own errors and not to judge my brother; For Thou art blessed unto ages of ages.



Amen



Monday, December 27, 2010

And a very Merry Christmas to all

Christmas Eve

There can be a whirlwind of events beginning the morning of Christmas Eve and running strong until December 26th.  Baking, visiting, wrapping and such have a way of cluttering the time.  Thus, precious moments can be lost if one isn't careful. 

I didn't want the 'noise' to clutter our time.  So, we took it slow and easy. 

No fuss
No stress
No worries
(or so we tried)

Christmas Eve we would be rejoicing at the birth and coming of Our Lord Jesus
We would be singing under the grace that He has come to save us from ourselves
We would be simple in our own family's need to be still;
reflecting in various ways on how how He has come to one day
die for US

We gave back a little to neighbors, bearing kitchen goodies and Christmas carols.  Wishing them a blessed Christmas season

We had a lovely dinner
I didn't take any pictures during this time, I think I was just in the moment.  It was so pretty with candles and flowers everywhere. 
I just kept taking it all in :)

Then the time came to place Baby Jesus in his manger
Princess was given the special 'job' and didn't let anyone forget it

Then it was off to see Lucy, her cousins, and a few other talented youth sing Christmas carols for Fr. S right before the midnight Mass was to begin

We walked into our parish
It was still, the manger illuminated by lights drew every one's attention

The choir began to sing
and I heard the angels singing in Glory to God 
for He has come down to be among us

We didn't get to stay for the midnight Mass
but instead returned the following morning to celebrate
still all beautiful
still so magical

Christmas has begun

The Word was made flesh, alleluia, alleluia!
And dwelt among us, alleluia, alleluia!

Thursday, December 23, 2010

A Cartoon's Lesson on Christmas

A more simpler version, and coming from a secular source, the message is clear. 

A king is born unto us 
Come to save us, O Lord our God

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

Kid Bits

I

Princess:  "Momma when I was a baby, where was I"?

Me:  "In my tummy until you came out".

Princess:  "Oh I was in Mexico".

~ ~ ~ ~

II

The scene:
We had an evening of watching some ice skating competition.  Papi, Princess, and I were in the room. 

Princess:  "Oh when I grow up into an adult can I do that"?

Papi:  "Sure you can"

Princess:  "Can you hold my hand so I don't fall down"?

The smiling, Papi:  "Yes, I'll hold you so you won't fall".

Princess:  "Oh good... and you'll take me"!

Princess:  "Um on second thought I don't need you to take me....can I have a car"?

Papi puts his head down in dismay as he learns how costly our 4 year old is going to be on our wallets.  What four year old asks for a car?  I really wish I had a picture to document the serious look on her face....

Priceless!

Monday, December 20, 2010

My Daybook ~ for reflecting purposes

outside my window...

It's finally looking more like winter.  Our 80 degree weather has given into rain, storms, and the need for a sweater.  Hurray!!!

I am thinking...

...how incomplete I feel.  Why do I start off with energy as we get into Advent only to sloth off as we near the very thing we are preparing for. 

...how today I am feeling 'off'.  Off my game, Off my rocker perhaps.  Thinking of what I need to change to get back on focus.  Focusing on the time with my brood and allowing Jesus to take control...

...how I haven't done what was asked of me yet.

From the lessons plans...

We've taken Advent off from history and even math.  I needed the down time.  There is a lot of reading going on though, playing games, chores....knowing how to wash dishes correctly is a needed skill.

From the kitchen...

Currently I see the evidence of cookies and treats that are waiting to be mixed into a bowl.  I think tomorrow shall begin our baking marathon...not today.

I am wearing...

Jeans and a sweater.  I'm going to venture into the rain for a few last minute errands; for those handmade gifts my kids are supposed to be finishing. 

If I recall correctly it was their idea to do these added crafts.  Yet, the responsibility of completing them seems to have fallen to me.  Now, how did I allow that to happen?

I am creating...

... these little cuties
(idea from here)

for our tree.  They are taking longer than I expected to complete.  There are a few other crafts I'm in the middle of finishing.  Unfortunately, I have a broken needle w/o any replacements in the house to deal with.  Thus the added errand to Jo Ann's (or my SIL's since she just told me she has plenty to spare).

...a shopping/menu list for Christmas Eve

...a present for a new Godchild

I am reading...

... lots of picture books, the ending to The Neverending Story (I love the play in words from this book), and little tid bits of this and that.

I am hoping...

...to stay centered. 

...to keeping things simple and I have so I'm not sure why I feel so "off".  Well perhaps I do know...must get to Holy Hour....must....must.

I am hearing...

...Christmas music and the chattering of little girls who just got out of bath.

Around the house...

...well honestly I may need a cleaning lady soon.  There seems to be 'stuff' in every corner...yikes how does that happen?  Once I return, we are going to dive into our bi-monthly duty of downsizing and get rid of some of this stuff. 

I am going...

...to grab some needles, some craft sticks, and give myself a needed prayer time.

One of my favorite things....

...a little red headed girl who calls out for her 'mommy' in the most beautiful way.

...family time with the extended family

...the understanding and support between mothers

...the soft hand of my husband when he understands, without being told a thing!!!

I am praying for...

...a friend's son (and for her too!)

...lost loved ones

...a certain intention-flaw-seemingly never ending pain that I believe is the root to my uneasiness

A few plans for the rest of the week...

...baking, stitching, sewing, cooking, wrapping

...most importantly there is a date to be with Jesus prior to Christmas and confession tonight

A picture thought...

the silliness of these two...one must be ready for them, thus the cup of coffee at my side :)

A blessed last week of Advent to you and yours!

Friday, December 17, 2010

*This Moment *

{this moment} - A Friday ritual. A single photo - no words - capturing a moment from the week. A simple, special, extraordinary moment. A moment I want to pause, savor and remember.
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those whose moments have stopped time...for a little while anyway
 

A a very blessed Advent and Christmas!!!

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

100 Tamales and counting...

Have I ever told you about my mom? 

She is one incredible lady.  Raised six children on her own, born into poverty...the kind of poverty that would make most of us Americans blush with embarrassment over the abundance of things we own...she has worked since the moment she could hold a tray.  Her childhood had many happy memories but often there were tragic struggles.  I admire this lady named Consuelo.  She has lived a strong life and has always shown my siblings and I love.  To this day when ever we get a chance to visit she feeds me and my brood until we are stuffed.  Hardly ever says no to my kids and is a doting grandmother....very doting.

Truthfully?

I wish we had more moments together, but we live several hours apart.  She still works and her life continues to be harder than I think fair at times.  But, it is what it is.  When we do hang out it usually involves lots of late nights over coffee, chats, tears, and laughs.

 I'm rambling here because this post is supposed to be about "tamales".  So back on track...

My brother, the one who lives across the pond Atlantic, has been here in the states since November.  He usually comes for 3-4 weeks during Thanksgiving...to cook and spend time with the family.  He was here, in my house, to visit for a few days and we took the opportunity to get together and well.....cook. 

The ladies of the family get together once or twice a year and spend a whole day in the kitchen.  The radio is almost always on with my mom's favorites, HA you would laugh or be in a state of shock to hear this music.  Old Mexican folks songs of love and despair, Banda music (a Mexican country style of music heavily influenced by the brass based instruments and has it's roots from the polka) oh how I can hear the sounds of El Tambor right now!


 Anyhow, imagine the kitchen full of women just laughing it up.  Chatting loudly; perhaps a disagreement or two occurs over the technique of wrapping a husk, we are spending time and making memories.  From the youngest to the oldest this is what is done in my family.  Not as often as I would like, or remember doing as a child.  But at least it does happen.

As I mentioned my brother was in the mix this time.  On hand taking pictures and taste testing everything.  So was one of my sisters but she was on strike.  Kidding, she was hanging out with the kiddies.  Anyway, he likes being in the kitchen, as you may know.  We started a bit late in the early afternoon and ended up with tamales for dinner.

 Can you believe we ended up with 130 tamales!

That's a lot of pork...LOL!
I thought I would share some of the days memories from the pictures my brother took.  The photo credit goes to him.  He has a knack for the camera thing.  I'm also going to share my mom's recipe for her pork tamales.  As with anything she does in the kitchen, she does not measure.  I will do my best to give measurements but really it is done by experimenting and taste.  You can google hundreds of recipes on the web for precise measurements but I guarantee you'll change it up a bit as you go anyway.

 Enjoy the pictures. 
And thank you Mom for your time with us in the kitchen.  We love you!!
Soaking the corn husks
Shredding, shredding lots of meat
20 lbs of it

Pureeing the cooked chilies...Lucy is peeling the garbanzo beans.  I remember having this job when I was her age too!
Chillies waiting for their turn in the blender
Once you mix the veggies, Chile puree, and meat...
something wonderful happens
Please pass the tortillas for some burritos!
Like my mom always says, "If your masa is tasteless, so will be your tamales...it's all in the masa!"
The wrapping part of this whole process is my weakest ability.  Thus I'm in the background packing up to freeze some of the tamales.  My mom is very picky about her wrapping.
 Now, are you ready to make some Tamales? 
There are tons of recipes on the web and various ways to make them.  This is our way.  So feel free to experiment.  It's not that hard...promise.  But invite some friends, sisters and make an afternoon of it.
what you need
(yielding 20+ tamales)
for prepared masa
 for the filling
  • 1 1/2 to 3lbs of pork shoulder, pork butt, or pork leg (my mom likes to use the pork leg); if possible have your butcher cut up the pork meat into large chunks.  Also if you can get the bone from the leg add get it (you'll add it to the pot of water cooking the meat)
  • 1 green pepper
  • 3 potatoes (skinned and cut into strips)
  • 2 cans of garbanzo beans (drained and peeled)
  • 2-3 tomatoes
  • 1 onion
  • 1 head of garlic
  • salt
  • chicken bouillon
  • garlic powder (not garlic salt)
The Steps
(step 1-3 can be done a day ahead)
  1. If the meat is in one large portion, cut it into smaller unified pieces
  2. In your largest pot boil the pork meat for 1 1/2 to 2 hours under a low-medium heat.  You'll want the meat to be tender and not over done or it'll come out tough.  As the meat cooks skim off the residue that will be floating above the meat. 
  3. Add the peeled onion and whole garlic to the pot of meat.  Don't worry about peeling the garlic, just toss it in and let it do it's job.
  4. Place your prepared masa in the largest mixing bowl you have, set aside.
  5. During this time begin to soak your corn husks.  You'll want to separate the cleanest and nicest husks from the thin torn ones.  DO NOT THROW any of the husks away.  You'll use them later.
  6. Take your dried chiles and boil them under low heat until they become soft.  Once they are soft rip off the stem portion of the chiles.  Set aside.
  7. Slice up your tomatoes and green peppers into thin slices.  Set them aside.
  8. Peel and slice the potatoes into 1/4 slices.  Put them in a bowl of water to avoid browning. Set aside
  9. Drain and peel off the skin of the garbanzo beans.  If you have little hands around (or teenagers) this is a job for them.  Set aside.
  10. Drain the jalapeno slices and set aside too.
  11. Once the meat is done, take each piece out of the water to cool off a bit.  Reserve the water for later.
  12. Once the meat is cool enough to handle begin to shred all of it.
  13. Now, take your soft chiles and put about two cups of them into a blender with enough of the meat water to come up about 1-2 inches above the chiles.  Puree them.  You want a liquid consistency.  Add more of the stock if you need to.  It'll be on the thicker side though.  Keep doing this until all your chiles are in this liquid form. 
  14. Do not throw away the stock that is left.
  15. In a large pan, dutch oven, or pot saute your veggies (pepper and tomatoes only).  Season to taste with the salt, garlic powder and chicken bouillon.  Note: the chicken bouillon will add salt to the dish too...so use it carefully.
  16. Once the veggies are done add your Chile puree and all of your meat.  I would first start off adding the Chile puree little by little.  Tasting along the way.  This has to be to your taste.  If you like spicy then add some more puree.  If you prefer a more milder taste then hold off on adding any more puree.  Note:  The Chile taste will subside as you cook the wrapped tamales.  So season well.  Set this aside for now.
  17. Now it's time to work on the masa.  For a good Tamale you need the masa to taste good.  Make a nice size hole in the center of the masa.  Add your reserved Chile puree into the masa and begin to mix.  Get ready to get a bit messy...this is a hand mix job.  Mix until you begin to get a nice reddish color to the masa and/or you like the taste of it.  Add the Chile puree little by little.    Season to your liking here too.  Note:  The taste of the masa will get milder as you cook them later so season well. 
Now you're ready to assemble
yes, it's a bit laborious
but pop in a good CD, gather some help and have fun with it
  • I wish I could write the assembly of the tamales without confusing you.  But I think my wording is going to leave you with a huge question mark.  So here are 2 different sites for you to check out.  And I did attempt to write down the directions...just in case you like to be challenged ;)
  1. This site has great pictures of the whole process and a recipe that looks good, including a recipe for preparing your own masa:  Cooking Mexican
  2. This is youtube video of putting together the tamale.  She even has a nifty tip:  video one
  • Make up an assembly line of your now drained and soft husks, the filling mix, bowl of potatoes, jalapenos and garbanzo beans.
  • Your husk will naturally want to curl in.  This is the side you'll be adding your masa to.
  • Take your husk add a spoonful, or two, of masa and spread it onto the wide portion of the husk; leaving the pointed side clean to wrap over later.  The picture of my mom at the beginning of this post shows a picture of her making one.
  • A question of thick or thin masa.  I like a well made tamales were the masa isn't the star.  Thus, I prefer the masa on the thinner side.  But this would be up to taste...so experiment.
  • Add a good 1-2 spoonfuls of filling on the masa towards one side of the tamale.  Remember to leave some space for the folding.  You want a meaty tamale but you don't want to add so much meat that it'll leak out when you begin to roll them.
  • Begin to wrap/roll up your husk over until the ends meet.  Make sure it's snug fold, then fold over the pointed side up toward the rest of the tamale.  You want this to be a tight/snug tamale so that the water doesn't get into the tamale while it's cooking and ruin all your hard work.
Ta-da...you're almost done

Cooking your tamales
  1. If you have a steamer you'll want to use it.  Otherwise grab you largest pot.
  2. Add enough of the reserved stock water into your pot to get about 2 1/2 inches off from the bottom.  Add a good amount of salt too.  Why, well because my mom says it helps the tamales keep its flavors.  True or not I do as I am told.
  3. Place some of your reserved husks, making a barrier between the water and your tamales. 
  4. Place your individual tamales with the opening facing up into the pot.  They are going to be lined up.
  5. Place a few more of the soft husks on top of the tamales.  Do not push down.  This is just to help keep the moisture in the pot.
  6. Cook on medium-low heat for about 3 hours.
  7. They will be mushy at first.  But check one tamale after 3 hours to ensure the masa is cooked and not raw.
They will look more or less like these once they are done.
Enjoy!!

~ Resources ~

 the masa
  • most Latino markets like Vallartas Supermarket carry the prepared masa
  • you want a light masa that has not been saturated with lime, pineapples or what ever seems to be the going fashion.
  • if you need to prepare your masa then I highly recommend a bag of Maseca Corn Masa for Tamales, 4.4 Lbs,  the directions will be on the bag to make them.  It's a great brand and we use it often.  But hey, if I can get it already done then it saves me an extra step.
the husks
  • 1-2 bags of El Guapo Corn Husks 16 oz.
  • the kind of corn husks you choose to buy is really up to you.  My mom uses one brand, sorry I don't have the name for it.  But what you want are nice dried husks that are mostly wide enough for a good wrapped tamale.  Some brands come with husks that are to torn and unusable.
This post was longer than I expected.  But I surely hope it pays a tribute to that lady pictured in the beginning of this post.  Because of her I have life, fond memories of the kitchen, and lots of tamales in my fridge.

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

and the turkey was good too...

I have this brother....

this one that's about to light a firecracker.  Yes that is a puppy on his back...He lives in London.  Has for many years now. 

Well this brother of mine does something spectacular every year.  Evey November he flies back to the States, California to be specific, and cooks for his family.

He flies 5456 miles, 11 hours in an airplane, just to spend a good majority of his time in the kitchen.  OK so maybe not all his time is there, but a good portion of it is.  Especially on Thanksgiving.  That's his joy, his day.  He does pretty much all the cooking.  The rest of the family literally become his sous chefs. 

Thanksgiving is the day all the siblings try to get together.  We literally take over my mother's house.  Stake claim to beds and bedrooms and stuff ourselves silly.  I probably need to go on a diet months before the 4-day weekend hits...as I get older the food doesn't seem to go anywhere but where it's NOT supposed to.

This year our brother and his wife managed to come together.  Finances being what they are it took many months of saving on their part to get this done.  My mother and entire family were utterly grateful to have them both here.

She's a cutie
and if you can mesh with this family...you're in!

We play games, watch videos until way too late, get goofy and laugh until most of us have tears down our cheeks.  We are lucky in that we all get along, still, pretty well.  Even though we have all gone through or are going through struggles; my siblings seem to generally support one another.  Even to the point of getting in each other's faces when needed.  Ultimately though there is respect and love.  In our family, if one is off we all get involved.

OK, it was crazy at times...loud for sure...but my mom had her six children under one roof.  Plus the in-laws and grandchildren.  I can only imagine, since my four are still too young to think about them not living with me, that she must have been gushing at the seams.

It's a few days of Risk, as it is a favorite pass time here.  Next year I hope to change that up a bit with a game of Axis and Allies Europe 1940.

Think they'll go for it?

My hubby and I on Thanksgiving morning.  He gets excited over the day of non stop action...it shows on his face right?  I on the other hand look tired and the day had just started.

Oh and yes, the food?  It was good...


There is a lot of down time while we wait for this bird to cook


My sister and her son....Lucy on the right

It's amazing how many people we cram into a single space

So while we wait for our winged friend there is a voyage to the nearest field

Where we find leaves along the way to toss

Where the kids play

and others

shoot rockets

I sometimes can't tell the kids apart from the dads....
They are running for their lives

no just kidding

They are running to catch their rockets...I think someone was yelling $5 to who ever catches it first

After a while though we head back to clean up and prep the remainder of the meal
oh yes we eat pretty late as far as Thanksgiving is concerned


But at the end it's all worth the wait

The three sisters

We have a tradition in the family that once we sit down and eat we go around the tables stating what we are thankful for from that year.  It never surprises me that whether it's just the immediate family or more (we've had dinners of 30+ sometimes) this is the one part that gets everyone mushy.  Even for my one brother who isn't the one to be 'emotional' in public...he gets choked up.  I think it's a special time of reflection.

My niece, sister, Rose and mama










I know, we are way into December...it's the Advent season!  But I just had to post these pictures.  My London brother is on his way back to his home.  His wife left a week ago.  The rest of us are feeling a bit low.  It'll be another year before we see him...oh I can't wait for the next time like these.

So dear London bro...be safe...live your life honorably...

God love and bless you!

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