There are moments that take me back, in awe of God's love, his wisdom, his mercy. We find that our trust has to be complete and without limitations. But that's harder to do, sometimes to say. Can I say that I totally TRUST.? That I and my family say;
"I give ALL this to you, my God. Take it/this from me. I am on my knees with my arms stretched out in total submission to you."
I can say this, yet there are so many moments that I don't. That I fall back to old habits.
Why am I rambling on?
Because our family, people we love/adore, are in place of crisis. Crisis?
Well from the outside looking in, all this, this 'stuff', what's happending. It is considered a crisis, suffering. And yes, there is suffering.
I've been reflecting on what my spiritual director just recently asked me.
"How do you handle the trials of life differently than others?"
I place my trust and lay my hopes in Jesus.
The words just spurted out. In midst of troubles (I write the word loosely), there is the complete acknowledgement that there is
GREATER suffering going on, much greater then ours. We are fall into seasons of trials. How then do we get by?
Okay, where am I going with this?
It involves a fire:
This past Tuesday, my SIL and her family lost their home, all their belongings, most if not all of their pictures, and precious memories; in a fire.
In a matter of minutes the fire, smoke, and water took EVERYTHING. Their eldest daughter, our goddaughter, is an accomplished artist and writer; her notebooks, her manuscripts. Things she's been pouring her soul into...gone.
One of the younger kids began to to give her mom sweet little pieces of needle point. Little scraps of cloth that she would take and sew a lovely note or a tiny picture...gone.
Another daughter, a savvy sewer, her creations. Most of these items are probably gone.
Gone are are ALL of their school curriculum and school work. Think of how long it takes to find the books that work? Years of collecting sentimental books. Many Catholic ones. Yes, they are a homeschooling family. Gone.
My SIL says, "
But hey stuff, it's just that.... stuff."
Still, the place they find themselves in is not easy; it's frustrating and they have a challenge ahead of them to regain 'normal'. It'll be 4-6 months before they can return 'home'. As a family with 7 children, the concept of 'home' has changed. Even the baby feels it.
And yet still.
Buy the grace of God, no was injured! Buy the grace of God, they will get through this. We rejoice in this!
In an email update she just wrote:
"We have love, faith, and hope in God that nothing can take that joy from us. He has blessed us so far and above what we could ever ask, and we trust his hands will guide us through all this and we will be stronger by it."
Trust! Love! Faith! Hope!
It's what guides and comforts.
In what's happening to them. In still praying for my FIL, in his fight against cancer. This week seemed especially difficult for him. Praying for a brother of mine, oh the suffering he endures to escape his situation.
All this, and more, looks like a crisis.
And it is... to some extent.
But like my SIL stated, "We have love, faith, and hope in God." And with this, there is lots of JOY!
We have an abundancy of joy!
Rose will be making her First Holy Communion on Sunday!
And she'll be turning 8!
Two sweet new babies will be baptized into the Church this weekend.
Family and friends are serving and giving of themselves in droves!
My little brood are healthy and sweet and still so innocent!
Their is
love in my home!
Yep, God is SO good!!!!
So so good.
Would you please offer your prayers for my SIL and her family?
For all the other families they are meeting in similar situations?
Please continue to pray for my FIL
&
my brother.
~ Thank you ~
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May God reward you
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